An updateI don't think I'm ready for it to end.
And very close friends of mine are leaving.
I'm not ready to say good-bye just yet.
Because things change. And friends leave. And life doesn't stop for anybody.
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On a side note:
Last Friday was eventful.
We held a yearbook picnic in which everyone went outside for an hour and a half to sign yearbooks and have fun. I tried my best to personalize my messages to everyone, but it was difficult. The people that I made sure to set aside time to write long messages to were Nicole and Carolina. I care deeply for both of them. Nicole, as a close friend. Carolina, as more than a close friend. In other words I've got myself a bit of feelings for her. More than a bit. Quite a lot, honestly.
I got a ride home after school and as we rounded the corner I saw a police car and a firetruck in front of my house. This is a bit normal, as my brother gets himself into a lot of trouble. I thought nothing of it.
Then I saw the to ambulances.
I thought he was hurt so I ran inside. It turns out a friend of his has overdosed on heroin. I wasn't completely surprised. Just relieved to hear it wasn't him. You see, my brother takes meth, heroin, and all of that. He's 16.
Anyways... The girl, Joanne, is fine now. The police didn't press any kind of charges on possession of drugs or any of that.
I'm just relieved to know Ryan, my brother, is fine.
I worry about him.
But at the same time, living this lifestyle is stressful...
Beyond stressful.
But when people at school ask how I feel I have to say 'I'm doing just fine' or 'I'm doing great' because how could I honestly say what's going on? At the same time, I guess I am doing great, but it's mixed emotions and all.
I suppose at this moment I can say I'm quite happy. I had a fantastic conversation with Carolina this morning, which really raises my 'spirits'.
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oooh i seee how it is with you and carolinnnaaa xD;; i FINALLYYY figured out who she is! xD;;
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"Change is a way of life. Those who only look on the past or present will be certain to miss the future." --Author Uknown
파이팅!~
She is wonderful...
Imagine my small handwriting. Okay, so I wrote her half a page in her yearbook. I would have written more, but I ran out of room.
haha, finally?
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YESH. >:0 we need to hang out over the summmerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
and go to the sakuracon together somedayyyyyy far awayyy
haha, i didn't hear a lot of good things abouther, i guess it all matters with everyone's point of view.
LOL. you wrote half a PAGE?! you have such tiny handwriting---how is that possible?! xD;; JKJKJK.
yes. FINALLY. i thought it was a different person, but i found out it was someone else xD;; i dont know these things, OK? >.<;;;
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"Change is a way of life. Those who only look on the past or present will be certain to miss the future." --Author Uknown
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haha, what kind of things?
You'd have to get to know her, or else I could see how people may have bad opinions on her.
What can I say, I have a lot of things I wanted to tell her.
hahah, Alright. I believe you.
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